real talk

if you really knew me you would know that i love to wrestle i know you all think that is gay but i promise you if you actually stepped on the mat you wouldn't last one minute.  If you really knew me you would know that i don't have much confidence in my self.  If you really knew me you would know that i am not very creative but i have been trying super hard to be in this class so sorry these are all boring blogs.

prom

Who had a blast at prom cuz i know i did.

How far will you go

Ceal is a 21 year old man who is just starting college he works and plays and is dating around trying to find that certain someone and he also is working hard at an accounting firm and is also on the college wrestling team.  Ceal is a self motivated man once he puts his mind to something he will accomplish it.  he is also a very caring man he loves everyone.  he wants to be the very best at everything he does.  but one day Ceal goes to work then to school but he never shows up for wrestling practice.

Questions
Where did Ceal disappear to?
How far will he make it till he is found?
Will he Accomplish everything he desires?  

lets get it done

wow almost done one more month of high school and us seniors r done prom this week going to be crazy and then just got to push through till the end to make that final walk hope to see all you seniors there

My Heart Doesnt know what to do

my heart doesnt know what to do it tells me one thing one day and then someone tells me something the next day and then my heart is stuck in a rut it doesnt know what to do it doesnt want to believe what the people r saying but then it does and then it thinks on its own and tells me it will happen and it is really and the feelings that it gives me r real and i do care about that person but i dont want to mess everything up so for now my heart doesnt know what to do so i dont know what to do.

sacrifices

yesterday i owed a friend a huge favor so i sacrificed my morning to go pick up my buddies brother and take him to work i just have always wanted everyone to remember me for helping and always being there for them i dont want anyone to ever be left out so if you feel left out i will find you and i will try my hardest to make your day i love to serve and i love life and to spread love to everyone

Movies

My favorite movie would have to the pursuit of happyness i love this movie because it just shows if you have a dream you can always accomplish it but you always have to go through some trials to get there and i love that he never gives up never ever ever.

I can do anything

I can do anything i put my mind to. i will work my very hardest and never quit until i can get that dream i want to be remembered for never quitting and do anything i wanted to do. i will work till there is no more work to be done i am not afraid of failure i will get there through every up down i hit im going to get there

jelousy

 Concrete 
By Tupac Shakur
in this poem i see me no one thought i could do anything great but i saw my self and i knew i could do something that would be amazing i still havent found that yet but i want to be like the rose and come out and do the unthinkable and the impossible i know i can and i will work my guts out to do so. and that is why i love this poem

friends

friends are amazing they can help you with any thing

sleep

i dream of amazing dreams that are fun and boring and usually meaningful i love to dream but the worst is when i wake up and my dream was not finished that is when i dont like dreams

Family

Family's are amazing well mine is they are always there for everyone and they wont ever let you down i Love my Family

Courage

The most courageous person i have ever met is my dad my dad doesn't ever hesitate to do anything he is always willing to help anyone and he is always there for anybody.  When he was going through hard times he was always courageous to ask for help when i know to ask anyone for help takes a lot of courage for my dad because he doesn't like to get help very much i love my dad and every thing he does. When i have been in a bad place i have need to be  courageous to get out and to get my situation strait.  We need courage to be able to anything we do.

Music

It is the best thing ever you can do so much stuff with it you can just listen to it dance to it party to it and get pumped up with it and get into your zone with it and just make some one feel good I LOVE MUSIC o And DANCING THANK YOU

life and death

i have seen a lot of deaths in my life so when i see anymore i dont get totally emotional like i feel for them and i do have emotion for it but unless im really really close to them them im not going to cry and just loose my self.  like this weekend i lost a good friend to me that i really did care about but i just couldnt show any emotion i didnt know what was wrong with me cuz i had all my friends crying but i just couldnt.  cuz i usually do cry cuz i balled like a baby when i lost my grandpa and my best friend when i was 7 and then i cried when i lost my good friend when i was like 11. but i have learned that im going to live life to the fullest i can and to do all the stuff i want to accomplish cuz i love life and i love to be alive and am greatful to be alive so just live life to your full potential and dont leave anything behind thank you for living.

College

picking out your college is a very difficult and not so fun process it takes a long time and you have to fill out so many forms and applications why cant it be more simple?

Fears

I am deathly afraid of the dark it has always scared me sense i was a little lad i just hate the feeling of not being able to see anything around me and then when i hear all the noises that go on at night it just creeps me out i hate the dark.  i am also afraid of sharks. don't get me wrong i love the beach but if i ever hear of any sharks near where i am swimming i am getting my butt out of there so fast you dont even know.  i am also afraid of heights i can stand them at all.  and these are all the huge things im afraid of.

Self Esteem

Everyone needs good self esteem.  if you r always down on your self you will never think you r able to accomplish anything.  Good self esteem helps us be brighter and happier through out our lives.

Thinking About you

When i think of you i think of how amazing you r and how lucky i am.  when i think of you i want to be with you all the time.  when i think about you i dont care about anything else in the world but you.  i think about you like flowers thinks about sun. or like skiers think about fresh powder.  I think about you all the time.

Confidence

everything you do you need confidence.  Confidence is a very important thing you need when you dont have confidence you will never succeed in anything you do it can change what ever you do.  If you have confidence you will always succeed and when you show you are confident in your doings people will always see you as an happy and strong person. 

Love

Love is a action verb something you have to show not just say.  You also have to feel the love inside and when you do feel it you will always know exactly what it is. And then you have to show it and express it. Love is a beautiful thing when you love someone you want to make that person feel like a million bucks. 

intro

I am a very laid back person and loving being with people.  i love sports and be active i usually cant sit still i usually always have to be moving. i am a california boy at heart but utah has rubbed on me a little and i have come to like a little bit about utah.  i still hate the snow and being cold but the people here are a lot nicer then in california.  i like long walks on the beach and watching the sunset.
                                             
and thats me :)